there's still room for doubt...

he spent some time with his colleagues in a HOTEL ROOM after he had said he was going back to the office at the end of a function. i suppose the fact that he told me about it was something but still, i had to do some probing!

he went to great lengths to describe how there were a lot of people there but i couldn't help noticing that SHE was there too. of course he said they were just having room service dinner and were just hanging out but...all this gives me a bad feeling.

how far do i draw the line between trusting and not trusting him? when will i feel really secure and comfortable?

there are times that i feel he's being completely straight and truthful with me but there are times i feel that he's not. not that's he's PURPOSELY HIDING something but just that it doesn't occur to him to tell me things, things that would comfort me.

at what point will i decide enough is enough?

i really don't know.