i don't know why

but i still feel, even all these good times we're having, that he wants, nay, needs, the attention from other women.

should i be bothered by that? am i bothered by that?

i think i used to be very bothered. but that has lessened as we are more together.

these past five days have almost matched the 10 days in november we had spent together. it was bliss.

i miss him already.