what a day

it has been.

i was doing so fine, i was living my life and then with one sms, things changed abruptly and a chain of events was set off. i still am surprised by the whole thing.

i'm wondering why he's being like this. i thought he would be ok and would understand so i'm again bewildered by his reaction.

it appeared to be the reaction of a guilty, confused man.

my question is: what caused the guilt? hmmmm.

but even so, i think i'm ok. there are still things i want to know but i realised that if things really did happen like that, i would still be ok.

i think it shows i'm slowly getting over it.